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Shed a Tear for you my Dear

A false smile
A lie because of you
I am not okay
No matter how hard I try.
I've been beaten, bruised and battered
I never shed a tear.
I ended what I had with you
I lost my only wish that
had come true.
Now I stay up late
Waking before dawn
My eyes are filled with

tears for you
My one and only love
I've never shed as many tears
As the ones I shed for
you.
I wish I could prevent
Stop these pointless
feelings
The reason I'm so scared
I never wanted to lose
you.

But you're gone now
There is no going back
The feeling of a broken
heart
The empty space inside of me.
I feel like I still need you
Can't breathe without you here
No matter the deception
I'm still in love with you.
I cry myself to sleep
Wake with cheeks already wet
I want these feelings to go away
Why can't I just escape?
I miss the sound of your voice
All thoughts of you just
hurt
I wish I could prevent it
But, I shed a tear for you my dear.
I want to hideaway
I hate this constant lying
Even though you're far
away
You still own every part of me.
Leave my thoughts
Stay out of my dreams
Please don't bring me
nightmares
I just want to be free.
It's ridiculous
The amount of pain
you've caused.
Tore me from my family
Left me like I was worth nothing.
I'm sick with guilt
And hurt with regret
Why do I keep shedding
these tears for you?
I should hate you
Wish you'd never be back
Why is everything the
opposite, why can't you
let me be?
Left for nothing
Hated and forgotten
I still can't believe the pain
Lonely and lost without
you.

But still every time I think of you
I shed a tear for you
And every time I try to
forget
Something brings you
back.
I'll shed my last tear for
you my dear
Someday this will be done
My heart still aches for
your love
But I know this had to be done

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